I’m still here. Not much to report on to be honest. For some reason, each month since the miscarriage, I have had my period 5 or so days early each month than the previous month. At this point there is a 3 week or less time period here that I am cycling in.
I had hoped to not go back into the charting, and the stressing, and the watching everything. Silly me, I just wanted to have sex and get pregnant. Like I did when I got pregnant with my daughter. Even if it was more of an oops. It was a good oops once I dealt with the emotions of it.
I don’t know. Sometimes I wonder if I am even making a good decision trying for a third. Will it take too much time away from the 2 I have already? Am I asking for too much? And even with all that, there is the fact that I don’t feel done. I don’t feel like I am ready to be done.
If I am not pregnant next month, and my period continues this coming earlier and earlier thing, I will be calling in to the doctor again. Might want to anyhow, with the fact that my cramps are 100x worse than they ever were as well.